I don’t know if I am doing it the wrong way, but I am looking for a job and it doesn’t seem very easy [especially since I am only looking for a job for until Christmas right now]. I applied for two office jobs yesterday, but one was already taken and for the other one they asked me to fill out the complete application form on the website (of a temp agency). I don’t know if they’ll get back to me.
I don’t feel good just being at home all the time. It’s not that I don’t like having free time [I always find something to do – believe me], but I just don’t feel good not earning any money right now :( so I really want to do something. I just hate looking for employment. Both the discouraging aspects of it and the self-promotion combine to make me feel very strange about the whole thing. I never really had to look for jobs – they basically always popped up for me, which makes it even harder for me. Any suggestions where I could look for a job?
Today it’s really nice and sunny outside and I feel like I can’t even enjoy that… I know I am very edgy right now, so please -Ilka and Kim- tell me if I ever start taking that out on you this weekend. I am trying to be more positive about my situation, but it’s tough.
Gerald hasn’t gotten back to me about my last email. It’s been 2,5 weeks again. This is just unbelievable. He’d better be working on my recommendation letter! I think I have to call him again.